deafening melody

my guitar is staying away from me, i don't know why
my music keeps playing inside my head, but it has no voice.
no instruments to play with. nothing.
each lyrics seems just like humming. gibberish. a senseless cacology.
i tried to sing it out of my mind, but it sounded just like noise.

yes, time comes when music doesn't seem to tell anything,
or to mean something---
just plain music.
or plain lyrics.
sometimes, plain noise, passing through the ears,
but not appealing to the heart.

They say that Music doesn't fade,
indeed it doesn't, I say, but its substance does.
A coca-cola lacking substance is still coca-cola,
it's just that, it's nothing more than a can of coca-cola.

Music by name, but not by substance.
This is what I have now.
This is what I've become,
and i fear that it would remain this way---
for the rest of my life.

Could somebody please sing for me,
and put substance into it once more?
please, save the dying music in my soul---
for I'm almost loosing it,
though I'm still on hold.